It’s been a long long time since I’ve experienced genuine happiness.
To me, pure joy is very hard to come by, let alone genuine happiness.
What an awesome feeling to be bumping into the person whom you previously thought about and missed badly.
You’ve got to experience it to know it, really.
Bumped into beloved brother this morning at my second bus stop.
Just standing there as our eyes met, giving each other that retarded look makes me smile like a fool, unconsciously.
Best of it is the fact that he flashed across my mind this morning before I left the house. It’s almost like an answered prayer, except that i did not exactly prayed to actually see him.
Just his presence there alone was comforting enough. Loved his nonsense despite the fact that he is super duper lame.
For once, i felt its great to actually smile.
I sound like I’m in love, wth. too bad I am not.
This is WAY BETTER THAN LOVE.
Love is painful; this is not.
Love hurts; this heals.
Sometimes, friendships are still better than relationships. Despite the possibilities between, its still better to be loved as friends and nothing else.
At least I know I’ll have you forever in my life, which is more than enough.
I love you too much as a friend to jeopardize the friendship we had.
I believe you’ll share the same too, dearest.